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Name: Crescent
Gender: Female
Interests: acting, theatre, singing, ..stuff like that. MUSIC. Lots of it. And my chemical romance. Comics. Writing, drawing and art, tattoos and piercings,
going to concerts, being random, free hugging-
More, Im sure.
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AIM:  Drowning Dixie
AIM:  xxtherightwayxx
Member Since:
12/29/2004
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| Hi, friends.
It's been awhile, once again.
I shouldn't even be updating right now. I'm sitting in lovely speech class, which is alright. I like the professor, and it isn't so bad. I'm sick, though, which I sort of saw coming.
Timothy and I went up to Spring Green this past weekend to see APT do Winter's Tale. I had a really good time, and I really can't remember the last time I went up to Spring Green. Matt is a really brilliant actor, and overall the whole production was wonderful. It's so beautiful up there, with the trees, and fields and whatnot. After a while of driving on the same road for hours and hours, seeing nothing but hills and the occasional barn, you really start to appreciate Wisconsin for all the beauty it has to offer. There's all these little mini-towns with nothing in them surrounding Spring Green, with populations smaller then my graduating high school class. It's lovely, though.
We ended up staying overnight in this really nice two bedroom condo that Matt and Susan hooked us up with, and it really wasn't too far away from the theatre, so we went out to a bar after the show with them as well.
It was surreal, in a way, because all the actors were all at the same bar, and pretty much were together all the time. They were closer then family, and I really admired that.
After everyone had gone to bed, Tim and I stepped outside the apartment around one thirty in the morning, and the stars were so bright. I really don't think I've ever seen stars that bright before. There weren't any buildings to soak up the natural lighting coming from the stars, so you could see thousands of them. Wonderful.
Other then that, just school and life. Life and love and peace.
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I can't wait for things that are coming.
I don't know if I believe in everything happening for a reason, but I definitely believe it more then I used to.
Motivation is not something I've lost.
And I'm thrilled.
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It's been a while, hasn't it.
I hear I have some new readers. Hi there. Take a look around, even though I'm sure you've already seen and read what you wanted out of my online journal. I wish I would have known you were stopping by. I would have put out cheese and crackers.
I suppose I should probably give you a little background information.
I've had my Xanga for about..four-ish years now I believe. Since high school.
A lot has happened since then. It's changed a lot, but I've written in it pretty consistently since then.
Let me tell you this.
I have NOTHING to hide. In fact, I probably have less to hide then the average person spying on others through online blogs.
I'm not ashamed of anything I've written. I'd even go as far as to say I'm not ashamed of any thing I've done anymore.
In the long stretch of things, I'm a pretty good person.
But, (and, I find this funnier then upsetting, really.) As always, it seems like there are the select few out there that are choosing to conclude that they are good judges of character where I'm concerned.
I could get upset, and point out the hypocrisy and stupidity in more ways then one.
I'm sure I could write a thousand pages about how incredibly funny it is to me that I'm not accepted by a group of the lesser educated who's opinions don't really matter all that much to me.
Instead, I think it's more powerful to take the high road, and just smile and nod.
I'm not shutting down my xanga. I'm not going to censor the thoughts that are in my head that are MINE to write in MY online journal.
If you don't like what I have to say, that's perfectly fine. I wont apologize because we don't agree.
I guess the point I'm trying to make is that, I'm not looking for the approval of anyone who chooses not to like me before REALLY getting to know me.
Not convincing yourself that you know me, but actually getting to know me.
Did you know that I ring bells in the winter for the salvation army? How about how I go Free Hugging just to make people smile?
I can give you hundreds of examples of things that would MAKE ME SEEM like a model citizen, and I can guarantee that you still wouldn't like me. Most likely because I prefer to dress clashy and different, and that scares you.
Who's the one with the issues, then? You can't find it inside yourself to make some sort of mature attempt to accept me because it's the right thing to do, simply because you sleep better at night thinking you're better then me?
That's okay.
If it makes you feel better to think that I'm a drug addict, that i'm depressed or an alcoholic, or that i'm corrupting your loved one, have at it.
But a word of advice, it might actually be in your best interest to invest your time in something more worthwhile other then judging my character. Read a book. Paint a picture. Do whatever it is you have to do to ACTUALLY make a better difference in the world. Even better, talk to me. Ask me a question. I'll answer politely and honestly. Just don't waste any more of your time on someone that isn't going to change just because diversity throws you off your comfortably, mundane life.
I hate to say that I pity the ignorance in you, but If I didn't, I'd be fooling myself.
I hope you find whatever it was you were looking for.
In other news, I have rehearsal in an hour and a half. Go go gadget, go.
I'll update later with picture from our short trip to Minnesoda. It was awesome. I love it there.
Lots of little theatres and whatnot.
Have a WONDERFUL day. Smile.
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Billy Mays does Life Insurance commercials too!
I didn't know that. He's amazing, that man. That beard.
I got a dog.
She's a Mini Dachshund. Which, is a wiener dog. She's itty bitty, only like a foot and a half long. White with some black spots.
We named her Lucky because of how we got her.
In short, I've been wanting a dog for a long time.
I've been looking all over for the right one, and I haven't really had much success.
Long story short, it turned into kind of a "we" thing, once Timmy and I had been dating for a while, once we moved into the apartment and whatnot.
Anyway, I saw this ad three days ago that this guy was giving away his Mini Doxie because for whatever reason he didn't want her anymore. She wasn't a puppy, she's three years old, and it said she was good with kids/cats, small..ect. He needed to get rid of her relatively fast, otherwise she would go to the shelter..ect.
Pretty much exactly what I was looking for.
So, not really seriously, I emailed him and asked for pictures, figuring that she was already gone.
He emailed me back pretty fast with pictures, and then called me after I had given him my number, and we met at a park, and pretty much just handed her over.
She's already potty trained, fixed, and has her shots. She's tiny and has alot of energy, but comes to her name and sleeps on the couch alot.
I've fallen in LOOVEE with her already.
I'm glad I had already gone out long ago and gotten toys/food/bowls and other necessities when I was planning on getting a dog before, so we had all of that already.
So, yeah.
She's a good dog. I'll post pictures sometime soon.
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Happy four twenty.
I didn't work today, and I don't have rehearsal until Wed.
So, today I woke up at three.
I can't believe I slept that late, but these things happen, I guess.
I'm a little messed up, really cold, and I want hot chocolate. I drank alot of it already today, but I want some.
Lame.
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